Calmly restless

Living and dreaming. Hurting and helping. Crying and smiling. Walking and jumping. Singing and jumping. The sunset and the moon. Silence and music. Calm and alive. Quiet and inspired. Far and close. Talking and listening. Writing and reading. Teaching and learning. I'm made of contradictions. But they don't fight, actually, they make sense when they are together. No "but's", just "and's". For so long i've tried to believe and see. But now i know that believe is not just a verb. It's a whole new world that opens in front of you, like a portal. A world made of a 360 panoramic view, fireworks, giants moons, rain of falling stars, northern lights, miracles all over the place. But to get there, your eyes have to be closed and your heart must be open. Sometimes we try so hard to see what we only have to feel. Ah, for so long i've tried to walk and fly. But now i know. When it's time to fly we have to learn to give up the ground. And go. Just go. Now i know God, miracles happen when you have the guts to give what you don't have.